You Who Could Never be Mine

Whenever I look at you,
I feel a sudden sadness
Because I know you are someone
who could never be mine
Maybe you have noticed
The sudden changes
Im having of lately
I just couldn’t handle it anymore
I cannot go on pretending that
You are just my friend
When deep inside me
You are very special
I hate my self for not being able to
Admit this stupid feeling
I have for you
I’m afraid of the consequences
That are bound to happen
Your smile keeps haunting me
My mind is telling me to forget you,,
But how??
Those times we have spent together
Will always be with me
‘coz I know it’s all I have from you
if ever the time comes that you’ll
be able to know the way I’m feeling
promise me you won’t hate me
I know it’s wrong to love you
And there’s nobody to blame but me
I’m not aware that I have been
falling for you until that time
and it hurts me so much that you
cannot love me the way I’m loving you
The distance between is getting bigger
I couldn’t do anything
But to admire you from a distance
So please forgive me for being foolish
I know that whatever happens
You and I will be a fantasy
Only there I shall call you mine
But when my dreams are over
Reality creeps thru my heart
And proclaim that you are
Someone who could never be mine



*isang tulang nahanap ko!!*

hay na ko!! and paming ginagawa!!! puro papers nalang! sa pinoi, research mei kasama pang nobela. sa english, book report, then mei research den. lalo naman sa ics. quiz na hindi ko alam ang gagawin, yung assign pa! ala ako turbo c. them yung group alang maasahan sa group ko! wawa naman ako! ala pa kong cel ngayon!! bwisit talaga!!!!!